Yesterday during a meditation I realized how little self-love I had, if any at all. This is reflected on how easily I allowed someone else’s actions towards me break me down, make me feel worth-less and little. It was a harsh realization, it brought tears to my face, sadness to my heart and left me feeling concerned. All my life I have been under the impression of being super confident yet for many years I have been jumping from relationship to relationship (not all very meaning but still had me emotionally involved), having this need of attention and acceptance - even though it might not even be from someone I loved or even cared too much about. You could say I have been faking the self-love and confidence for too long, primarily to myself which then is easily acted out to others. I remembered a friend who told me very clearly something very true ”You are a giver. But you cannot give that what you lack.” And I am. I am caring and giving, preoccupied with other people’s ...

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